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Modern Muskokan Poet

by Hayden McNulty

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spelldeez Better than Polka Party Favorite track: Without Me.
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Virgo This piece is very well written and I really enjoy the style. It is very good in my opinion as is the whole album. This is one of my favorite songs in general to listen to. Favorite track: Honolulu Scented Hand Soap.
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1.
Hide your children Cause they’re coming out Of their cell And they’ve turned around The queen is dead And we don’t know who killed her They’re probably loose and losing control But we’re out here And we won't hurt anyone And we don’t care Until we turn and run You’re not gonna die So just slow down and Take your time Don’t keep your head down Your sympathy is killing me So just step back, step back Sit down. Relax It’s the new year We’re not at any party You suspect us But we just haven’t thought it You’re a ghost And we’re a TV To you we’re less To us we see the king but We’re out here And we’re just having fun And we don’t care Until we turn and run You’re not gonna die So just slow down and Take your time Don’t keep your head down Your sympathy is killing me So just step back, step back Sit down. Relax You’re not gonna die So just slow down and Take your time Don’t keep your head down Your sympathy is killing me So just step back, step back Sit down. Relax The queen is dead So why do you suspect us Off with their head Wait, are you serious You’re not gonna die So just slow down and Take your time Don’t keep your head down Your sympathy is killing me So just step back, step back Sit down. Relax I’m saying Step back, Relax, Sit Down, Relax (We’re not afraid) Step back, Relax, Sit Down, Relax Your sympathy is killing me so just Step back, Relax, Step back, Relax (Scream)
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Let’s start it back here Back when my head was more clear And my thoughts all came out into perfection I was thinking straight Because I had some time to waste And I thought maybe I’ll make a decision There’s time to waste more Just at the head of my door That portrayed all my loves to my agressions I knew you quite well So know I’m learning to tell If all the minds of memories are possession Why the hell did I go ahead and do that to myself I thought I had my life arranged quite well Next time that you see me you’ll say “Go to hell!” But you know, lines of death just won’t sell. Second, a thought A conservational loss You tried to keep me too long for me to stay It ended quite poor With us all on the floor, and Getting knocked down isn’t my forte. We went up too steep We traded souls with the deep But I don’t see anyone with you, are you ok? I tended the wounds But I wrapped it too soon And It’s bleeding again, right away Why the hell did I go ahead and do that to myself I thought I had my life arranged quite well Next time that you see me you’ll say “Go to hell!” But you know, lines of death just won’t sell. I tried to show emotions for the people who need it most in their life Turns out that they’re doing fine Paranoia, Apathy, Everything you made me believe But now you’ve crossed the line Why the hell did I go ahead and do that to myself I thought I had my life arranged quite well Next time that I see you I’ll say “Go to hell!” But you know I do this to myself. Next time that I see you I’ll say “Go to hell!” But you know I do this to myself.
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Gone 03:35
At first it started off well I never thought that I would Be sticking around you still But now I see why It took me so long to realize Why the tombstone wasn’t spelling A quote or message but instead it just said here lies “The greatest person to ever not know when to go and say it or just stay sucking their fingers” and now I see why I’m Gone I see why I am Gone You pushed me too far Made me feel like I’m worthless You lowered the bar I just try to discourage it I’m taking pictures, talking faster than I ever should have I’m sorry it didn’t work out like you had planned it to I see the way you treat yourself it’s not an accomplishment But now I’m thinking is it too late to apologize? But now I’m Gone I see why I am Gone You pushed me too far Made me feel like I’m worthless You lowered the bar I just try to discourage it It’s too late I am Gone I see why I am Gone You pushed me too far Made me feel like I’m worthless You lowered the bar I just try to discourage it Maybe yeah it was my fault Like it was all along It’s far too late for goodbyes So I’ll be gone
4.
Drive Desert Island Night Too tired to stand Why won’t you show me around Like An ambitious Move But superstition Keeps me from even making a sound Forget who you thought you were Remember all of these pointless words Names and jokes I just can’t seem to grasp Will they hate me if I leave too fast Thoughts All in my head Bring Me to the surface Or do they drag me down with all the rest Life Is just a mystery Why Not just go for it I cannot seem to try all of my best I plague myself with all these thoughts in my head I’ll blame myself for not being yet dead That’s what is cool right I’m not in it yet I look up to you cause you are the best Maybe I’ll start thinking for myself Maybe I’ll stop living my own hell Maybe I will try to fix myself and see who I am truly Maybe I just don’t know me Woah Woooooaaaaah Woooooooaaaaaah Maybe I just don’t know me Woah Woooooaaaaah Woooooooaaaaaah Maybe I just don’t know me
5.
Ice bucket Still frozen now Can’t carry Let the water out Drain me Sliced it into half My only regrets what I said 6 Months Later I am still a mess Fix myself or Move on for the last time I can’t keep lying To me, to you, to everyone I know You can’t save them, they have to save themselves and that’s my plan But it still hurts But it still hurts But it still hurts But it still hurts But it still hurts But it still hurts But it still hurts But it still hurts You can’t save them They have to save themselves You could break them But you know they’re fragile 6 months later I’ll stop for now but back to the schedule I go In a few months I’ll tell you if I know
6.
Nice Ring 03:54
He wants to go back And just relax, but he can’t Find time to just do that so he Spends his life reminiscing about how It’d be great if he were young And he didn’t care about everyone but He’s got to live up to, what he does Surrounding his old, chosen mind Is what he could’ve been That’s not what he has in mind But he doesn’t know it’s not over yet For him Screaming into a microphone Has always been his destined home It’s strange to think that he will ever change But always moving effort forward Thoughts go last and hope goes toward Every single plan that he has made Surrounding his old, chosen mind Is what he could’ve been That’s not what he has in mind But he doesn’t know it’s not over yet For him For him For him It’s hard to see why things will ever fall apart It’s hard to see why things will ever fall apart It’s hard to see why things will ever fall apart It’s hard to see why things will ever fall apart
7.
Tape on my walls I’m painting Each thought a different colour than the rest, oh what is wrong with me, nothing yet, I guess Plastic flavoured memories I’m stating facts for me, what’s next Before you judge and point your fingers I will rest If you were alone And we were on the same page Would you have put down a ladder for me to climb If I was at home And you were across my street What would it take for you to come with me I guess I’m fantasizing Another peer gone down the drain Because of my intention My psyches not totally ok And where would you have been Would you have left to England To see you now, I’m dying I’m sorry for this whining I might lie to you but that’s okay It shows my grace as a perfect person And a lover as they’d say but If you go and start running I’ll be fine, it’s alright I’m alright, it’s alright I might lie to you but that’s okay I’ll be fine, it’s alright I’m alright, it’s alright
8.
I Miss the beach And every part lost in the sea I Miss being me And I hope one day I will see Who I trust Are not who I want to be I Give up When the task isn’t fairly easy Take my hand Tell me, I’m dead Make me Feel something again All the rules And justice served No purpose on this land I’m stuck in the mood last summer So tell me it’s over, Tell me something I woke up in my own cabin Lake House Dreams and Minus 30 Hit my window Before the snow Reached the front step I just wanna go back Take my hand Tell me, I’m dead Make me Feel something again All the rules And justice served No purpose on this land I woke up in my own cabin Lake House Dreams and Minus 30 Hit my window Before the snow Reached the front step I just wanna go back I just wanna go back ' I just wanna go back I just wanna go back I just wanna go back I just wanna go back I just wanna go back I just wanna go back I just wanna go back
9.
Without Me 04:34
Go on, see the world Do it by yourself I can’t hurt no one else Without me, there’s no tell See the world, see other people Without me to bring you down and Wheres the point where I regret it Take it back and just forget it My loss, my mistake Leaving everything Behind me, back to take What I stole, from this place Go on, try and be Fine without me You know I can’t Live and decease All they wanted, Was to use me Don't forget me When you can’t see And I know that I was the one Who fucked it up For the last time Don’t Forgive me Just forget me You’re better off Just without me Go on, see the world I can’t hurt myself Too late to turn around I think you know me too well
10.
Downfall 04:09
Here we are Down we drop Underneath our heads Flow down Secret sound Never seen again Through our chest we act If falling for our lives Through our heads we know Of all your lies Back to start Fading out Never to be seen Believe when I Say I’m sorry And I will come clean Kid, put your money right where your mouth is They look up to, the rich ones with courage Fade Away Downfall Fade Away Downfall They can’t See you Careful How you pursue Your self

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In mid-2018 I started writing some songs I was pretty happy with, and in the last month, I've been dodging schoolwork to make this in my bedroom. Enjoy if you're strong enough.

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released March 24, 2019

Hayden McNulty - Songwriter, Performer, Producer

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